„Az írónak azt a célt kell maga elé tűznie, hogy erkölcsileg megjavítsa a maga korát, máskülönben csak hiú mulattatója az embereknek.”
/Honoré de Balzac/

Friday, December 12, 2014

States of mind

Those moments of different states of mind. There are periods when I feel a lot of energy. When I feel a lot of energy, I make plans about what i will do every day to make things move or improve. Then the lack of energy state comes. I slow down with the things I decided to do. Than comes the period of depression. I stop doing almost everything. Then comes the state of regret, because of the two previous states. Than I feel a lot of energy again, throw regret away and start everything over and over again. With all these movements and changing states of mind I am still in the same place, turning around myself. Meanwhile my life is going and slowly death is approaching.