Those moments of different states of mind. There are periods when I feel
a lot of energy. When I feel a lot of energy, I make plans about what i
will do every day to make things move or improve. Then the lack of
energy state comes. I slow down with the things I decided to do. Than
comes the period of depression. I stop doing almost everything. Then
comes the state of regret, because of the two previous states. Than I
feel a lot of energy again, throw regret away and start everything over
and over again. With all these movements and changing states of mind I
am still in the same place, turning around myself. Meanwhile my life is
going and slowly death is approaching.